just when I think everything’s going great again…
so far December 2008 has not been good to me.

I’ve really been in good spirits up until recent events.
December 8th, car accident…literally *JUST* after I’ve finally gotten over the one from February 6, 2005.
then, I end up with an upper respiratory and ear infection, which started December 13th and I’m still trying to recover from at this very moment.

It’s a bit frustrating, since I had all this momentum both professionally and personally to tackle a bunch of projects that have been on my to do list.

I don’t know how many more years I can spend NYE/New Year’s day hoping for a better year, because every single time things start to get better, the universe slaps me in the face and tells me otherwise.

no matter, I’m doing best to keep things in perspective and while I believe I’ve deservedly sat dwelling on my latest misfortunes, I also know that I have to let go of things I can’t control and things in the past.

Time to focus on the future.

I’m am extremely grateful for my family, friends, and coworkers who’ve been very supportive and who’ve sometimes had to tolerate my wave of emotions not only the past few weeks, but years.

I’m very much looking forward to 2009.

(oh, and it will be nice to have my car back again…it’s still being repaired)